12 September 2009

It just doesn't make sense

Hehe..title kali ni suspen jer..but this is what really happen to my life lately. I dont know whats wrong here, but it really effect my entire daily routine..I notice that im so easy to get 'too' emotional lately. Im struggling with my 'voice-out' but i know im really bad on that. Thats why people senang-senang nak pijak me!~ i've being called something 'horrible' bcoz of my 'addiction' on FB lately. Something that i will never imagine to come out from this person mouth. I dont mind if that person read my blog , but im sincerely said here, i'll never-ever had intention to do/act/become/wannabe someone like that person 'called' me. Oh god, tuhan je lah yang tau perasaan ni okeh..tah lah..i dare to admit but it doesnt give that person a license to call me with those word..tah la..it makes me really sick thinking of it whole night long..nak lupekan...?? owh maybe will take some-some times kot..i kan emo.. =)


Ok tuka topik plak, now i struggling jugak pasal raya..i baru siap service my buah hati yang dah byk calar-balar tu..sorry my whity-whity, i tak sengaje..so obviously budget bulan ni akan lari hingga tak mampu dikejar lagi..huhu..and tambah malang lagi, tahun ni 'kemungkinan besar' tade bonus raye..bayangkan lah yer, baju raye tak beli lg, tu blom package raye tu yer..kasot, tudung, make up, handbag, errr present utk mak, ayah, adik2...mau je aku pinjam duit along.. mane nk cari duit? ni minggu depan da balik kuantan da..nk drive jejauh tu igt free-of-charge meh? ooh cakap pasal balik kuantan, i nak share something lah yer kat sini, kepade sesiapa yang drive ke naik motor ke kt highway pantai timur tu, sila lah berhati2 yer..kali ni polis makin giat main nyorok2..kali ni bukan sekadar duduk bawah jejantas..atas pokok pon derang nak duduk..and paling tak bley blah..derang akan siap sedia dengan surat saman dekat sume exit..mati ar ko nak lari mane..haha..so no more speeding balik kali ni..

Oops!
(Taken while i was driving alone, on the way to kuantan...eerrr about 2 weeks ago)

And before i end this entry, i would like to thank to some people, special people..that dont mind spending their time listening to my 'emo' story..hihi..yer yer..i mmg suke story2..Sehingga di sini saje entry luahan hati saye..lg seminggu nk raye, so time to start packing2 bags nk balik kampung..haha..till then, "kurang kan kontroversi, tingkat kan prestasi...yihaaa!" muahhhh!!~