It just doesn't make sense

Hehe..title kali ni suspen jer..but this is what really happen to my life lately. I dont know whats wrong here, but it really effect my entire daily routine..I notice that im so easy to get 'too' emotional lately. Im struggling with my 'voice-out' but i know im really bad on that. Thats why people senang-senang nak pijak me!~ i've being called something 'horrible' bcoz of my 'addiction' on FB lately. Something that i will never imagine to come out from this person mouth. I dont mind if that person read my blog , but im sincerely said here, i'll never-ever had intention to do/act/become/wannabe someone like that person 'called' me. Oh god, tuhan je lah yang tau perasaan ni okeh..tah lah..i dare to admit but it doesnt give that person a license to call me with those word..tah la..it makes me really sick thinking of it whole night long..nak lupekan...?? owh maybe will take some-some times kot..i kan emo.. =)


Ok tuka topik plak, now i struggling jugak pasal raya..i baru siap service my buah hati yang dah byk calar-balar tu..sorry my whity-whity, i tak sengaje..so obviously budget bulan ni akan lari hingga tak mampu dikejar lagi..huhu..and tambah malang lagi, tahun ni 'kemungkinan besar' tade bonus raye..bayangkan lah yer, baju raye tak beli lg, tu blom package raye tu yer..kasot, tudung, make up, handbag, errr present utk mak, ayah, adik2...mau je aku pinjam duit along.. mane nk cari duit? ni minggu depan da balik kuantan da..nk drive jejauh tu igt free-of-charge meh? ooh cakap pasal balik kuantan, i nak share something lah yer kat sini, kepade sesiapa yang drive ke naik motor ke kt highway pantai timur tu, sila lah berhati2 yer..kali ni polis makin giat main nyorok2..kali ni bukan sekadar duduk bawah jejantas..atas pokok pon derang nak duduk..and paling tak bley blah..derang akan siap sedia dengan surat saman dekat sume exit..mati ar ko nak lari mane..haha..so no more speeding balik kali ni..

Oops!
(Taken while i was driving alone, on the way to kuantan...eerrr about 2 weeks ago)

And before i end this entry, i would like to thank to some people, special people..that dont mind spending their time listening to my 'emo' story..hihi..yer yer..i mmg suke story2..Sehingga di sini saje entry luahan hati saye..lg seminggu nk raye, so time to start packing2 bags nk balik kampung..haha..till then, "kurang kan kontroversi, tingkat kan prestasi...yihaaa!" muahhhh!!~

Heading to Kuantan, today.

Hey all!!~ lame da aku tak update blog i ni..klau update slalu, nanti ade org ckp aku ni gile publisiti..so what? :p tp hari pagi ni, aku rajin sket..lepas bangun sahur (minum air masak je pon), aku da tak tido..duk continue cleaning and packing..aaa yes yes..aku balik kuantan arini!!~ haha..actually awal nye plan nak balik next week, tapi i really2 need my emotion therapy and also based on time condition, it just make me cant go back next week..so i do my last minutes decision..and yes..it was today..=D tak saba nak bukak pose di kuantan terchintaaaa!!~ so kuantan, here i come bebeh!!~

To Siti : If sempat, kte jumpe lah yer...aku pon balik 2 hari jer..byk mende nk settle kat sane..
To Ari : Sorry, coz i 'ter'pakse leave u alone handling everything, i promise will come back asap. =( seriously, i feel so bad..but...i just have to.
To adik yang no 2 : Ingat hutang kenny rogers haritu..baya balik mase raye nanti..tp akak nak ko ganti dengan chili's tak pon 1 dozen Big Apple donuts. haha..ko pilih lah sendiri mane ko nak! =P
To adik yang paling kecik : Kali ni balik, akak tak sempat shopping..so jgn menggedik2.. tunggu raye, akak beli kan ko mercun. okeh =D

Check list.
Joystick yang adik soh anta balik : Checked
Baju nak basoh : Checked (jimat duit dobi utk minggu nih)
Set make up : Checked (mane ley tinggal..haha)
Baju nak g bukak pose : Unchecked. (Pasal tade baju baru..paw baju je mak je)
Laptop : Checked (nyawa nih..nyawa)
Sophie Kinsella's Novel : Checked (orang lain sibuk nak katam Quran, aku kepoh nak katam novel..isk isk)
Charger : Checked

Tu jer kot.

Okay then. Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa!!~ And semoga terus ceria di hari2 mendatang. Tata!!~

When I stress.

Petanda2 i tgh stress and care2 i release my stress.

- Totally ignore sume orang, and sangat suke buat muke ketat. So jgn cari pasal!
- Hanya akan bercakap untuk hal2 yang perlu.
- Seboleh2 nak meluahkan perasaan dengan orang yang rapat dengan i. Sasaran utama skarang ini ialah my new officemate, Kimi and tak dilupakan..Ari.
- Craving for waffle with ice-cream. Confirm aman minda i buat seketika.
- Tade mood nak rajin2 dah. Tak kuase aku!
- Hanya akan mampu terguling2 depan laptop and layan movie sesorang. Baju tak basoh lagi, i longgok jer tepi..esok2 hantar dobi jer lah!
- And yang terbaru, i ske lepak dekat Kino..bley bace novel free.

I notice sekarang i semakin kuat, mean..i da bley control penyakit senang menangis i nih.. i guess today is my bad day...i started to get too much pressure here and it really make me so soooo annoying. Last time, i use to cry a lot, but today...not even 1 tear come out okay! Very-very proud of myself. I wish i could share my problem here, but i guess it was a VERY bad idea since i know that person (...whose make my day full of stress or his/her friends) might read my blog..i didnt mean to make this thing worst..but this is me. I TOTALLY can’t accept when people blame me for nothing. Show me the proof lar! Until then, i bet tonight i can’t sleep again... nites!

......pagi tadi, my mom call lagi..and tanye that ‘soalan cepu emas’..susa nye i nak jawab..huhu

SMART pon ditutup seminggu

SEORANG pengawal sekolah SMART menampal notis penutupan sekolah tersebut akibat penularan wabak selesema babi di Kuantan semalam. (Sumber : Kosmo)

Biar btol.. sekolah menengah ku yang ter-chinta ditutup seminggu.. Huhu.. So adik aku yang skarang ni tgh belajar kat skolah yang same pon pakat balik cuti lah.. woah sure holiday sakan kat umah sesorang! Ape pon.. semoga keadaan cepat kembali pulih and adik i ni ley g skolah seperti biase and dpt belajar seperti biase..die nak final exam da tue! Lagi kasi dea dok umah, lagi dea tak bukak buku.. pura2 dok bilik stadi, tp i tau dea dok main game kat laptop... dah la, tapayah nak cover2 line..

Kepada ibu ayah tersayang, jangan lupe barang yg i pesan yer..hihi.. semoga selamat pegi and selamat kembali.. jangan lupe pakai topeng!

Change plan.

Sepatutnyer arini, lepas je abis keje, i kene g basoh kete, polishkan kete sekali...pastu klau sempat g tgk Harry Porter..tapi, last minit tuka plan la plak..mak ayah i buat magic lagi..smlm derang call ckp ade kat Perak coz anta my grandma and today derang nak turun KL..nasib lah derang da call mlm tadi, klau derang baru nk call arini, nampak nye lepak kat kedai cuci kete la yer kite...so...kepade kete ku yang tersayang..esok jer la i bawak u mandi yer...(dah makin buruk kete aku ni!!)

Sekian..I nak pi bersiap nak p keje nih..arini i keje...!!! :( menciiiii giler... chow!!~