He is the one in a thousand

Dea jarang sakit, dalam family dea la paling gagah kot, sebab dea masuk Kolej Tentera Udara..hari2 training teruk2, masuk utan, terjun kolam, and last few months, dea dah berjaya terbang secara solo..ikutkan jugak, dea la paling pandai antara kami 3 beradik..result spm dea mampu buat dea dapat offer full scholarship buat medic kat luar negara, tp sebab minat sgt dgn kapal terbang, dea reject sume. the whole family bangga yg teramat dgn dea..tup tup..doctor ckp dea kena SLE, dah tu plak sampai effect kat buah pinggang..this is what actually happen to my second brother. Eventho dea ni adik kin, muda 3 tahun dr kin, the whole family called him as 'Abang'.

Abang start sakit seingat kin dalam bulan 5 hari tu..dea start naik ulser berlambak dalam mulut dea..but semua org igt demam biase. Bile bawak pegi doctor, ubat 'standard' demam jer la doctor bagi..Mase tu igt lagi mak kin sebak tengok dea makan, tangan dea mengeletar..but bile pegang tangan dea, tade rase panas or sejuk sgt pon.. And 1 week later, doctor ckp abang kene denggi.. Keluar masuk KMC kat kedah je la keje nye.. but still doctor takde mention anything other than denggi..

Few times jugak dea kuar masuk hospital, cume last months baru doctor officially cakap adik kin tu ade symptom SLE. Honestly, kin x penah dengar, tak penah tau ape2 pasal SLE..and bile kin buat research kat internet, kin noticed that most of pesakit are women. And for guys, it was like 1/1000 cases from total of woman cases, yes..one in thousand cases.. And from research tu kin tau pesakit SLE akan bergantung dgn steroid seumur hidup. And kin jugak tau, SLE is not only attack human's skin, SLE pon bleh attack organ mcm hati, buah pinggang, brain..byk lagi la especially bile pesakit tu adalah dr golongan lelaki..but still kin tak ade clear view pasal penyakit ni.

Kesan macam lebam dkt both side telinga akibat SLE..dan rambut pon makin banyak gugur.. :( :(

And in last 2 weeks, abang ade call kin..and the first sentence yg dea kasi tau kin.. "Kak, abang punye buah pinggang da rosak" bleh imagine tak ape perasaan mase tu.. kami 3 beradik jarang dapat berkumpul same2, sorang kat KL, sorang Kedah, sorang Sarawak..tunggu raye je dpt btol2 berkumpul..tup2 dapat call, dgr berita camtu..parent kin travel dr Kuantan ke Kedah semate2 nak ambik adik kin balik kuantan and buat rawatan susulan kat sane sbb tade pakar dkt KMC kedah..Kin suruh amek hospital private, tp sebabkan dkt kuantan, pakar utk masalah penyakit adik kin ni hanya ade kat HTAA, so it left us with no choice.

So starting 9 July hari tu, Sabtu..adik kin da ade kat Kuantan so terus nk check in ke HTAA, tp bayangkan la yer..klau da kate hospital gomen, bleh la derang ckp suruh datang hari Isnin..sbb doctor tu tade hari sabtu ahad..ok..fine..kin bengang jugak la..dah tau kot penyakit tu da serang buah pinggang, haruslah kite nk rawatan asap kan! Nak transfer ospital lain kt kuantan, sorang pakar pon tade..hampeh! 11 July adik kin pegi hospital, and terus kene tahan wad..sepanjang 1 minggu kat sane, tade ape ujian yg related to buah pinggang derang buat..cume takat kasi steroid, check BP, catu air..yea..pesakit buah pinggang kena ada catuan air minuman setiap hari..bg adik kin, 1 hari 800ml jer dea boleh minum.

Korang bayangkan la eh..sape tak bengang..mak kin hari2 ulang alik ospital, but still tade ape progress dr doctor kat sane. Sampai la 18hb haritu, derang ckp nk buat minor operation kat adik kin..nak ambil tisu buah pinggang..disuruhnya adik kin puasa dari mlm. Ok, adik kin puasa..tup tup..derang ckp xjadi buat, kononnye tak sempat..ok..aku da separa nk maki org..and esoknya..tade soh puase ape pon, nurse dtg kasi tau nk operate haritu jugak..pagi tu adik aku sempat jgk breakfast..tp derang ckp tak pe..aku cam...wth? procedure tonggang langgang! and kebetulan jgk ayah kin kt kl, so kin rush amek cuti 1/2 day utk aritu sampai kamis..rush ikot blk kuantan.

Kesan tebuk dekat belakang badan adik kin.

First time kin jumpe adik kin kt hospital..serious..tekak, pipi, hidung ni sakit tahan nangis..he dont looks like the real him. seluruh muke bengkak, kaki bengkak..mase tu bahagian belakang dea still lg berbalot sbb operation tu.. Ramai kawan2 adik kin dtg melawat, majority geng2 TUDM dea yg kerja dekat TUDM kuantan, ade jgk geng2 skolah, and ade jugak cikgu2 skolah dea yg kebetulan dgr berita dea sakit, dtg melawat.

20hb, doctor kasi dea kuar hospital, coz result will out in 2 weeks! 2 weeks okeh! So within this 2 weeks, adik kin kene balik smule ke kedah...ntah..kin tatau nk ckp cam mane lg..da suruh pindah HUKM, adik kin x nak,risau parent kin susa nk ulang alik KL.. bile dok kat hospital kuantan, camni plak jadi nye..tu blom lg cite keadaan bilik yg dea duduk. sumpah, ngeri! Honestly, kin still cam terkejut on what happen.. adik kin yg dr kecik slalu gado dgn kin, tetibe sakit sampai camni skali..sebak bile tgk kaki dea yg cam kembung dgn air..bdn dea yg dlu kurus wpon dea kuat training, tetibe lg berisi dr kin..so far, satu family tgh mencari inisiatif lain utk dea..as long as dea kembali sihat and boleh continue terbang semula.

**Abang, akak doakan abang cepat sihat. Make sure you punctual with your medication schedule. Igt Tuhan selalu. Eventho kite dari kecik asik gado memanjang but we get better when we get older kan? I do care about u. Lagi pon, kita kan 3 beradik jer. Get well soon, abang.